“Utterly Gripping”

Clare Mackintosh

Jenny Blackhurst’s debut psychological thriller and #1 Kindle bestseller HOW I LOST YOU was described by Clare Mackintosh as ‘utterly gripping’. 

If you love Louise Jensen’s THE SISTER or Tracy Buchanan’s NO TURNING BACK you will love this.


They told her she killed her son.

What if they lied?

“Twisted as a mountain road” –  Alex Marwood

My name is Emma Cartwright. Three years ago I was Susan Webster, and I murdered my twelve-week-old son Dylan.

I have no memory of what happened but you believe what your loved ones, your doctor and the police are telling you, don’t you?

But if you can’t remember what happened, how can you be sure that they are telling the truth?

And if there was the smallest chance your son was alive, wouldn’t you do anything to get him back?

Over 1,000 5* Amazon reviews

“An absolute and complete page turner that had me completely enthralled . . . Definitely highly recommended for fans of psychological thrillers”


“How I lost you is psychological thriller at it’s best…..Jenny Blackhurst is one author I will be reading again and again.”

Janet, Amazon Reviewer

“Couldn’t put this book down from the moment I picked it up”.

A. Raven, Amazon Vine Reviewer